How did she really feel?

In my last entry I was telling you about that girl Jerry that I had gone out with and had a good time with and fooled around with etc and how I thought that she might be the one... well guess what? She isn't the one. I will tell you why she isn't the one. First of all I met this other girl the very next day named Heather. Heather seems to have ALL the qualities I look for in a woman and she is better looking than Jerry. The other thing is that a few times when I was chatting with Jerry it seemed like she typed the wrong thing into the window as if she was having multiple conversations with many guys at once. Also when I was with her it seemed like she got constant text messages and was texting back all the time. I do not want a girl like that. I fucking hate people that are constantly texting back and forth. I think they have some deep rooted issues that they need to sort out. I mean is it really necessary to clickity clack on your iphone all through dinner or when I am talking. So anyways yeah, those things happened plus we had a few weird conversations on the phone where I got this feeling that she might be a bit psycho so I just sent her an email basically telling her that she wasn't my type etc and just moved on from that scene.

This new girl Heather I was really excited to meet and I got my chance on Saturday that just passed. I told her that we should get together for coffee somewhere first and if things were going well then we could move on and go to dinner. This woman had the kind of beauty that would make a man do pretty much anything... go to ANY lengths necessary to get her. So I took a taxi over around 3pm to this cool coffee shop I know of. I was really nervous in the ride over because I had no idea what she was going to be like in real life and I was eager to have her like me. I was trying not to come across as desperate or needy though because that is not how I wanna be rolling. She was already sitting at a table inside La Duni Latin Cafe which was the cool coffee shop we agreed to meet at. She looked so fucking hot sitting at that table alone that I just stood there out of view for a few minutes and soaked up the view. Finally I walked over to her grinning my ass off - I was trying to keep a straight face but I just wasn't able to. She saw me and smiled and stood up and gave me a hug. I have to say that I was pretty nervous.

We sat and drank coffee and talked for a few hours. I was choosing my words very carefully because I felt like she was a good prize that I wanted to score so I was doing my best not to say anything too perverted or random. There was a bunch of things that I usually talk about when I first meet a woman but to be honest I don't think that any of those things helped me so I have taken a different approach here. She told me that her last relationship last 5 years and that she eventually broke up with him because they weren't totally compatible. I thought that was cool but it also showed that she is a strong willed woman who won't just settle so I better make sure I impress her. After a few hours of talking which I thought was going quite well I realized it was almost 6 o clock so I asked her if she was hungry and if she wanted to go grab a bite to eat but she said she had to meet her family for a family dinner at one of her relatives house. I was like ok because really what the fuck can I say? It kind of sounded like bullshit at the time but I would like to believe her. We left the coffee shop and kinda hung around awkwardly outside of the place and talked some more for about 10 minutes. I couldn't tell how into me she was so I never bothered trying to kiss her. We hugged and left. I talked to her a little bit yesterday but I am hoping to talk to her again some time today and find out what she really thought.